On the one hand: I know I’ve followed a lot of people since starting this blog like five days ago. On the other hand, I’m honestly floored so many people have followed me (even ones I hadn’t followed first???). My restart of another blog isn’t even close to this number and I am so glad/tickled I’ve talked to a number of people and everyone has been reaally kind and enthusiastic.

I’ll admit I’ve been scared of bringing my Newt here. I’m known for Tina but I’ve roleplayed Newt for ust as long, if not on tumblr. And my Newt isn’t what others write. I’ve rped him in a roleplay group that was basically “do this task or you’ll lose your memories/forever be stuck in hell” and so it involved murder and sex. So like I’ve rped him in elements others don’t usually and my Newt isn’t as soft. And I don’t think canon Newt /is/ as soft as people make him so I struggle because I…. Don’t feel like my Newt would be liked/preferred/what have you? 

I’ve been wanting to play Newt again, though, and Tina has been causing some disenchantment (current FB is doing her dirty, sorry). And I’ve just talked a lot about Newt with a friend and I’m just…. I WANT TO PLAY MY NEWT!!! That was it. And I’m super wary and I’m more of a person who plays cross-canon because of my experience in roleplay (Seriously, see that game I was in earlier? It was teambased and Newt’s teammates were like Dick Greyson from Young Justice and Katou Yue from Angel Sanctuary and he became TeamDad and it was great).

I’m just honestly thrilled there are so many people interested in rping even if I’ve been hella distracted the past few days (as a note, i’m searching for a job/we just got a house and my mom/adopted dad passed away at the beginning of the years one suddenly so i struggle with depresion and have to do other things a lot- so there are days i want to do things but i just. don’t).

SO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING HERE AND I’M SO GLAD I’VE MET SO MANY OF YOU AND!!!

I have one thread going on to respond to and like a dozen asks and I promise I’m gonna get on them. I’m sorry again and thank you all so much aah.