when you want to write but you’re so overwhelmed you don’t know where to begin. this is me, this is my life right now. my brain does not want to process.
like i’m a slow bean who writes lengthy responses i don’t know how to write short… surely, no one would notice if i just disappeared entirely. idek why i am overwhelmed. maybe because watching other people in the fandom i feel like i should shorten my tags??? because most write shorter and i’ve been told before it intimidates people and i’m just like… i write what comes to me.
i don’t give a care about how long my partner responds so long as it’s not like a sentence and something to respond to. i’ll generally rp with anyone if i’m not like… put off by spelling/grammar whatever (rare, there). i’m just like aaaah and then there’s like 50 newts again as expected so my brain is like “you’ll never be good enough”.
we’re also moving into a new house starting tomorrow (yay, i’ve never lived in an actual house before so it’s exciting). and i’m still high-stressed about other things and i’ll just be here staring at my hands.
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ofthunderbirds said: i would notice if you disappeared. i love talking to you and i LOVE how you portray newt. if you need to just speak or vent, my messages are always open.
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